I'm trying to focus on the blessings
of 2012, but I can't seem to shake this nagging feeling and these nagging
thoughts. I mean this is what I wanted right???? 30% yes lol. I mean these
people gossip 24-7, they keep adding more than what it was led on my
description would be, but at the same time it's quiet and I don't have people
constantly harassing me. But then it's just something about this situation that
doesn't feel right in my soul. The best thing is being able to help
people that really need and that are trying to better themselves, and having my
own (ample) space. That's what I keep telling myself... then I say am I
helping myself?
No matter how much I keep throwing positives, there's always
this lingering Big Gigantic
I'm not getting what I need for
licensure but I am gaining new experience. I'm putting my car through it
regarding the mileage. I mean I was planning on getting a new car by the middle
of this year anyway...but I don't know if Platinum will last that long (fingers
crossed).
YALL I DON'T EVEN TAKE PICTURES OF MY SUPERB FASHION IN THE MORNING/AFTERNOON BEFORE I LEAVE.... LOL IT'S THAT
DEEP!
Until the next situation.... Adieu :)
Sounds like you have quite a decision to make ma'am. I'll pray you have the wisdom to think clearly and make the best one!
ReplyDeleteUmmm....didnt know you were miserable. Not miserable but questioning your decision. Well i know that thing always get better with time so im not aying stick it out but im saying because this door opened and it worked with your plans its helping play the bills now but the other job more geared to what you need for your license is other there wait on you to come get it ....so lets get it
ReplyDeleteCORRECTION....OTHER = OUT AYING=SAYING AND ADD AN S TO THING lol need to write reread then post in that order...lol.
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